What am I up to and how am I feeling 10 months after internal decapitation?
Relationship Status: It’s Complicated

What am I up to and how am I feeling 10 months after internal decapitation?
It's funny how plans change. This time last year, I secretly took classes online to prepare for starting nursing school this fall. It was all planned out: I had four classes to take online and would be finished with those by May 2021; then, I would quit my full-time job and start nursing school full-time…
I'm not sure exactly when it happened, but at some point a couple weeks after my injury and hospitalization, my thoughts and focus shifted. I now found myself having to fight... for everything. I had to fight to breathe; to communicate; I fought going 'number two' in my diaper and lost; I fought the urge…
Extreme confusion, mental anguish, and physical pain caused the perfect storm for me to want to give it all up.
Experiencing my worst nightmare after a severe trauma, I wanted my life to end.