Ever since Damar Hamlin was injured and subsequently went into cardiac arrest the other night on the field, I've been replaying some of my own experiences over and over again. Some of those experiences are of calls I've run as a paramedic where I did what they did and more, not even making $15/hr, and…
My mental state these days, my fear of dying, and reflecting on a special nurse.
Losing My Religion
It's time I came out of the closet. Again.
How I'm handling life one year after internal decapitation.
Falling Away from Me
I've tried to type this post so many times, but for one reason or another I just couldn't make myself do it. I'm struggling quite a bit right now, and (pardon my french, but) it's been such a mindfuck. A lot has happened since I last posted on here, but my brain has been so…