Wow! I've really neglected this blog 😬. Is it really neglect though if I'm doing it for myself? I don't think so. I've got to figure out how to get these stupid ads off of the site because they are incredibly annoying. I was so excited when I figured out I could get paid through…
I hate being pitied. I used to see myself as strong and capable, even tomboy-ish, and I took pride in that. I grew up playing baseball with the boys until they all hit puberty, and my parents made me switch to softball. Around the age of thirteen, I started playing the drums and spent my…
Ever since Damar Hamlin was injured and subsequently went into cardiac arrest the other night on the field, I've been replaying some of my own experiences over and over again. Some of those experiences are of calls I've run as a paramedic where I did what they did and more, not even making $15/hr, and…
My mental state these days, my fear of dying, and reflecting on a special nurse.
How I'm handling life one year after internal decapitation.
