Extreme confusion, mental anguish, and physical pain caused the perfect storm for me to want to give it all up.
The Spiral
Attitude of Gratitude Sprinkled With Fits of Sadness and Rage
Every day I am reminded that I shouldn't be here, and every day I am reminded that I should not have progressed as far as I have in my recovery. When someone asks how I'm doing my reply is always, "I'm just glad to be here!" And I really mean it! So why do I…
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I Hurt Myself Today
I think this is one of the posts I've been dreading writing about and dealing with the most, but I suppose it's all about perspective. Right now I am making a daily choice to look at what I've accomplished and not what I've lost. There's not much I can say about what I remember very…
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“I need a helicopter”
It's funny how many thoughts your brain can process in just a couple of seconds. I’ve thought about this for seven months now, and even though it sounds crazy, I really was able to process so much in just the couple of seconds I remember before I crashed. I remember the road curving to the…
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It’s a Beautiful Day to Start a Nightmare
2012 Harley-Davidson Fat Boy Alabama has some crazy weather, ya'll. Because it's SO humid here, the hot is TOO hot and the cold is way too damn cold. There are, however, a few short weeks in the year that are absolutely magical. October 8, 2021, was during one of those weeks that felt like pure…
